I’m about to turn 21 and I just bought another pack of Nat Sherms after half-heartedly deciding I would start running again. Revealing of my decisions as half-baked; convictions,  half-assed.

My social connections are callous—made and kept out of convenience.

Relations with the family are also half-assed, obligations are executed with a callous marginality—they’re seen peripheral.

Addictions run rampant; cigs, social networking, working, procrastinating, carbs.
With a careless disregard for health; no exercising, sleep is not a priority, my lungs.

My passivity is becoming very dangerous. External events are challenging my perception of control over my own life.

I seek out challenge, aim for balance, ultimately to develop as someone dynamic.
But life is currently in an overwhelming flux. thus, panicked.


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